sooo stupid

okay, i dunno how to start this, but the thing is I always fail to make my bf's surprises work.. and I'm the one who always being ignorant. I dont even understand myself why I did that, sometimes it's just came out of me and boom.. he's mad at me coz of misunderstanding and of course not forgetting the blame to delayed technology.. urgh, hate it when it comes to relationship of getting worse just because of some bad-ass technology. And whenever things go out of place, I have to work hard to convince him that it's just a misunderstandings and things we'll be better which means our relationship should not end. Last night it happened, and I was so scared that I could lose him anytime I did those stupid things. I promised myself to be more not ignorant to things like that, and I think we'll be just fine. I love him more than anything and I wish I can always make him happy, forever.