Feeling blue...

Sometimes I don't understand why I did those things...maybe I am selfish or maybe I'm just too stupid and can't think before I act. But there are times that I think you should understand that I'm not perfect.... I tried to give you all my best in the world with all my weaknesses... I know that you do care about me, I really do... Do I deserve you? Do I really meant to be with you? You don't know how much I try to keep us together everytime we argue.. and you don't know how painful it is to see us breaking apart..Coz I know we care for each other so much.. I'm feeling so low, and yet "sorry" is too much for you to hear from me.. Now tell me what should I do or what do you want me to do?

hot and sunny

summer 1 ends, and most people don't take classes like I do.. and even if they do, they don't take as many as I do.. how pathetic I am.. It's a hot and sunny summer here in Bloomie, but all the people here still the coolest one, so it's cool.. lol... Some of them go back to indo (i'm so jealous), wish I can go back indo this december.

Well, my bro has been here for a week.. little problems, big trouble.. heuhehe.. it's not that I'm not happy about him being here, I just feel the shock of having another person living in my small room. But so far so good, he's a good basketball player I can say... and he has grown much much taller than me..

My classes going quite well, at least better than the first summer. I just feel the connection better with accounting rather than finance, and having piano classes has been a tremendous refreshing for me... lol... It's the week of 4th of July, but can't really go anywhere, coz I have an accounting exam on the 5th, yeah I know...