Gosh, how I wish I could update my blog more often.. it's been like 4 months or so and I totally forgot that I do have a blog.. hmmhh.. I'm wasting my 20 mins left for my work to get done so that I can clock out and get outta here... This semester turned out to be okay, despite the fact that I was sick last week, and I hate it.. thankful that I'm feeling MUCH better now... U can't imagine how worse it is when u lost ur voice and when all ur body doesnt synchronize to ur other parts of the body.. =o

Anyhow, february is here and val's day is coming.... yay!! Permias gonna have this exchange gift event on Saturday. It's gonna be fun for the girls since now bloomie guys are more than bloomie girls.. lots of choices for some of them, but not for me!! I have coopeer!! hahahaah... sorry for my lameness.. lol cant help it sometimes...

sooo stupid

okay, i dunno how to start this, but the thing is I always fail to make my bf's surprises work.. and I'm the one who always being ignorant. I dont even understand myself why I did that, sometimes it's just came out of me and boom.. he's mad at me coz of misunderstanding and of course not forgetting the blame to delayed technology.. urgh, hate it when it comes to relationship of getting worse just because of some bad-ass technology. And whenever things go out of place, I have to work hard to convince him that it's just a misunderstandings and things we'll be better which means our relationship should not end. Last night it happened, and I was so scared that I could lose him anytime I did those stupid things. I promised myself to be more not ignorant to things like that, and I think we'll be just fine. I love him more than anything and I wish I can always make him happy, forever.

o0Oops

for 2 months I haven't put anything on my blog..LOL

but oh well, u all know why? coz i'm a super busy girl, my activity loads with study, hang out, eat, sleep, chat, work, work, work, and yeah, work.. even in a Thanksgiving holiday. Things go so fast for me this semester, I hardly believe that I'm going back in 3 weeks, o yeah.. So little time yet many things to do back home.. and when I say "things to do" meaning things that have something to do with having fun, such as shopping, hang out with my friends, chill out with my mum, bro and siz, and of cuz, eat lots n lotsa good food..urgh cant wait..

geezzz, today would be my last day of working an 8am shift, it's so damn retarded, with no people...err well some ppl are here at 8am on a saturday but they're just doing their own thing, and the auditor and I like "seriously" have nothing to do. All chairs are pushed, papers are filled on the printers, no interesting questions from customers, and here I am, writing on my long lost blog LOL.. actually, there's one thing that I can do, which is cleaning all the dirty dusty comps in here but I prefer not to coz all the dust will make me sneeze and I hate it. OH, another thing, working in a comp lab MADE you see facebook and friendster every other minute which has made me sick of lookin all those profiles..same old same old.. and bcoz I've been sitting here and staring at this monitor for way toooo long, I'm so clueless that I dunno what site I have to browse anymore.. pls give me some suggestions (if u have any) of what interesting site to look at while I'm workin..

Time goes by and here I am, looking forward to my busy & exhausted days during midterms. I have an accounting exam on Monday, which I haven't started studying; and lots of upcoming finance exams which I seldom go to class.

This week I've been working for 18 hours, monday to sunday. I guess I need cash so badly, feel like buying lotsa lotsa things ( u know.....girls...=) but on the other hand, I have to save some as well... if not my mum will hang me right on the track. LOL.

Can't wait til December, coz I can go back to Indo and enjoy all the fun, joy, and food... miss my family so much.. especially my dearest mum... I wonder what would my life be without her.

Relationship wise, I'm in a OK mood, meaning that we seldom fight or quarrel again. But in terms of yelling jokingly at each other, we do it everytime tho.. Hmm... what else? Dunno also, actually not in the mood of writing blog, but I figured out it's still better than studying accounting in a friday night... tomorrow have to work again...sigh..what a life...

Damn. .it's been a while since I wrote my last entry in this blog.. lol... August was kinda a busy month for me.. finals week for summer 2 and also I went to Seattle for a week. I had an AWESOME time with my friends with all of the good food there and cool places. I like Bellevue so much, it's like a peaceful and sophisticated place to live. Sadly, compared to Bloomington, Seattle has lots of entertainment and again, better food. I feel bad coz I have been living in Bloomington since my freshman year unlike other people who went to college in CA or WA. But oh well, Bloomie gloomie is still cool, as long as all the people can liven up the city..hell yeah..

Now, it's already September and I'm taking 3 finance classes, 1 accounting, and 1 econ. Also, I'm working in STC now which is so cool, much much much better than working in the foodcourt. I learn a lot of new stuff bout technology and I think this job really benefited me in some way...

Feeling blue...

Sometimes I don't understand why I did those things...maybe I am selfish or maybe I'm just too stupid and can't think before I act. But there are times that I think you should understand that I'm not perfect.... I tried to give you all my best in the world with all my weaknesses... I know that you do care about me, I really do... Do I deserve you? Do I really meant to be with you? You don't know how much I try to keep us together everytime we argue.. and you don't know how painful it is to see us breaking apart..Coz I know we care for each other so much.. I'm feeling so low, and yet "sorry" is too much for you to hear from me.. Now tell me what should I do or what do you want me to do?

hot and sunny

summer 1 ends, and most people don't take classes like I do.. and even if they do, they don't take as many as I do.. how pathetic I am.. It's a hot and sunny summer here in Bloomie, but all the people here still the coolest one, so it's cool.. lol... Some of them go back to indo (i'm so jealous), wish I can go back indo this december.

Well, my bro has been here for a week.. little problems, big trouble.. heuhehe.. it's not that I'm not happy about him being here, I just feel the shock of having another person living in my small room. But so far so good, he's a good basketball player I can say... and he has grown much much taller than me..

My classes going quite well, at least better than the first summer. I just feel the connection better with accounting rather than finance, and having piano classes has been a tremendous refreshing for me... lol... It's the week of 4th of July, but can't really go anywhere, coz I have an accounting exam on the 5th, yeah I know...